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[13 Nov 2006|10:31pm]
well i just read that last post that i wrote
and i think after this weekend .
i need to change a few things .
i said that i regretted cheering .
i think i was just really stressful & mad .
this weekend i would have to say was the best weekend .
we competed in columbus for state .
we went in there as positive as could be .
but , we really werent sure what we were going to get .
coming to the end -- we got 3rd .
we had never been so excited in our life .
we realized all the stress & all the drama we've been through .
look where it brought us .
to the top 3 spot in the state .
im really glad taht i cheered htis year .
but im actually kind of sad that competition is over .
i dont have any practice to go to anymore everyday after school .
no more books to write in .
no more getting all taped up .
no more run through .
nothing for me anymore.
im so sad that its over but im so happy at the same time .
im ready to live up the rest of my senior year .
and i hope we win state for football :]
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[09 Sep 2006|12:50am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

wow , its def. been forever since i've written in this .
i even forgot that i actually had it .
i can see that not many people right in it anymore either .
but i do have alot of things that i need to get off my chest right now wether people read them or not , i just need to get it out .

first : whenever people tell you not to do something because you will regret it , please listen to them , they're telling you the truth .
i dont think i can even remember me regreting anything - but at this point , the biggest thing im regretting is cheering . i seriously have loved it the past 6 years of my life , but until this year - it all went down the drain . its the biggest mistake i've made this year & i def. cant wait till its over .

second : how do you really know when someone likes you as much as they say they do , how do you really know when they say they miss you so much & cant wait to see you , that they really do .. then when you get to see them - they act like they just say you earlier that day , but really - you havent seen them in a week . this is something that i def. dont understand & ive never been in this situation before.
im not going to say that i love him , because we've only been together for a little over a month , but i do have strong feelings for him . but its just like he acts so different when we're in person . im still trying to figure out that if its , just when hes around his friends or what hes deal is .

but right now , im just really not in the mood , and im ready to go to sleep .

i have that thing i regret in the morning & all day .


oh yeah & im mad becaues the fact my bff isnt coming home anymore :[

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[07 Apr 2006|05:19pm]
this week has been okay
not as much fun as i planned but good enough
i miss my mom like crazy
and more to add -- i miss my dogg .
my rents didnt tell me where they took her before they left :[

tonight ,
leaving for valdosta with the gang <3
tomorrow wild adventures hten at 5:30 .
MEETING CHRIS BROWN & TPAIN !
AHHHHH <3
staying there again
be home on sunday


hope this break is going to be good .
its surely starting off good <3
except for one little thing .
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[24 Mar 2006|04:11pm]
second row seats ..
and i didnt win them either .
bought them this time :]
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[23 Mar 2006|09:26pm]

cant wait for April 8th .
janeen , tiffany , brandie & gilbert .
chris brown , tpain & juelz santana .
wild adventures ..


PLUS : JANEEN & TIFFANY ARE MEETING THEM :]]

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