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[13 Nov 2006|10:31pm] |
well i just read that last post that i wrote and i think after this weekend . i need to change a few things . i said that i regretted cheering . i think i was just really stressful & mad . this weekend i would have to say was the best weekend . we competed in columbus for state . we went in there as positive as could be . but , we really werent sure what we were going to get . coming to the end -- we got 3rd . we had never been so excited in our life . we realized all the stress & all the drama we've been through . look where it brought us . to the top 3 spot in the state . im really glad taht i cheered htis year . but im actually kind of sad that competition is over . i dont have any practice to go to anymore everyday after school . no more books to write in . no more getting all taped up . no more run through . nothing for me anymore. im so sad that its over but im so happy at the same time . im ready to live up the rest of my senior year . and i hope we win state for football :]
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[09 Sep 2006|12:50am] |
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wow , its def. been forever since i've written in this . i even forgot that i actually had it . i can see that not many people right in it anymore either . but i do have alot of things that i need to get off my chest right now wether people read them or not , i just need to get it out .
first : whenever people tell you not to do something because you will regret it , please listen to them , they're telling you the truth . i dont think i can even remember me regreting anything - but at this point , the biggest thing im regretting is cheering . i seriously have loved it the past 6 years of my life , but until this year - it all went down the drain . its the biggest mistake i've made this year & i def. cant wait till its over .
second : how do you really know when someone likes you as much as they say they do , how do you really know when they say they miss you so much & cant wait to see you , that they really do .. then when you get to see them - they act like they just say you earlier that day , but really - you havent seen them in a week . this is something that i def. dont understand & ive never been in this situation before. im not going to say that i love him , because we've only been together for a little over a month , but i do have strong feelings for him . but its just like he acts so different when we're in person . im still trying to figure out that if its , just when hes around his friends or what hes deal is .
but right now , im just really not in the mood , and im ready to go to sleep .
i have that thing i regret in the morning & all day .
oh yeah & im mad becaues the fact my bff isnt coming home anymore :[
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[07 Apr 2006|05:19pm] |
this week has been okay not as much fun as i planned but good enough i miss my mom like crazy and more to add -- i miss my dogg . my rents didnt tell me where they took her before they left :[
tonight , leaving for valdosta with the gang <3 tomorrow wild adventures hten at 5:30 . MEETING CHRIS BROWN & TPAIN ! AHHHHH <3 staying there again be home on sunday
hope this break is going to be good . its surely starting off good <3 except for one little thing .
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[24 Mar 2006|04:11pm] |
second row seats .. and i didnt win them either . bought them this time :]
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[23 Mar 2006|09:26pm] |
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cant wait for April 8th . janeen , tiffany , brandie & gilbert . chris brown , tpain & juelz santana . wild adventures ..
PLUS : JANEEN & TIFFANY ARE MEETING THEM :]]
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